Highschool

wow,

so i just started highschool...it's crazy. and it doesn't even seem real. i feel like it's not even me.

but i can't deny the fact that i really like it :]
it's different, and usually i really hate change, but in this case, it was really good. I made a lot of new friends, and highschool has opened my eyes to a lot of new things. I'm hoping that all my friendships will last through all four years. And nothing will change. :] my life is going purdyyy good right now, even with all the things that are going on. :]
i'm looking for to the rest of the year, and im hoping i'll keep my straight a's, and i'll stay involved with the school activities. :] GO ROCKETS!

My Future

I think i've officially made up my mind.

I decided i want to be a doctor a long time ago.

but if that doesn't turn out so great,

i wanna be a model!

:]

i don't know if it'll turn out great buuuuuut yeah :]

Doctor's Apointment :[

So, i went to the doctor just the other day. I went in just expecting to have a physical. BUT things didn't turn out the way i planned. Instead of just getting my shots done and over with, i had to go through a lot more! I'm absolutely terrified of needles. So when the doctor dropped the bomb about me having to have my blood drawn, i completely freaked out. When i first arrived, they weighed me. I weigh 104, and about 5'8". For my age and height, i should at least be 110. We found out that i weighed more than 30% of the girls my age. The doctor was worried about me not weighing as much as i should. When she checked my body mass, or something like that, she said if it was 2% lower i would have been hospitalized. So, anyway, since she was worried, she decided to check my blood. Yeah, i freaked out. I had to be held down by my grandma to have my blood drawn. I would have kicked and punched all day if i could have. When they finally got my blood, the doctor asked me about my diet. She found it interesting that i was a vegetarian. She asked me more about what i ate, and i found out that apparently i'm a vegan. So i've taken vegetarianism to the next level. Well when i got my blood test back, i found out that my protein level was dangerously low. Then, to top it off, i found out i'm anemic. That means that my body doesn't have enough iron. [my red blood cells were really low, and they're the cells that carry oxygen]. After finding this out, my family and my boyfriend, told me that i should start eating meat again. I hesitated, but i knew that all my family and Tyler, have lost many people, and i didn't want to be added to that list. So, for all them, i've decided to start eating meat again. JUST until i can figure out how to be a vegetarian and do it healthily. It makes me EXTREMELY sad to have to do this, but it is for the best. I don't wanna be in the hospital my freshman year...so yeahh. Hopefully things will turn out good.